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selama hari raya maaf zahir batin kepada smua umat Islam..

akhirnya,setelah pulang berhari raya slama 1 minggu,pagi ni aku selamat menjejakkan kaki semula ke UKM..x nk balik tp nk buat cmne..kena balik jgk kan..huhu..

emm,cmne ngan raya thn ni??bg aku,frankly speaking,aku rse raya thn ni cm meriah jek..sbb rumah aku x penah xde org dtg start dari hari 1st raya..hehe..n sgt penat sbb aku aku asyik kena layan ramai sedara-mara yg dtg...tmbh pulak sbb adik aku dh nk fly mesir.ramai la sedara-mara dtg nk tgk adik aku b4 fly..mk aku pon x dpt g beraya mne2..sbb x ley nk tinggal rumah kosong..ade je yg dtg ble kami nk kuar..hahaha..lawak pon ade..

n aku lak..raya ke-4,5 n 6,aku byk berjalan ngan kwn2 aku...ade je rumah nk g..hari ke 4 g rumah cg Zaidah kt KB..yg x bez kt sejam kot sesat x jmpa rumah cg..pstu g rumah Hajar sbb kakak dia kawin..pstu g rumah Cg Khairi ngan CG nozna..cikgu yg paling rapat ngan kitorang..pstu g rumah CG Zak..ptg baru balik rumah...hari ke 5 aku konvoi ngan motor..haha..g rumah kwn2 yg terdekat..dh la ngan baju kurung laig..hilang imej pompuan melayu terakhir..hari ke 6 aku g rumah Ust Jaya..Ust cm terharu jek tgk kami dtg..siap belanja nasi ayam lgi..thanks Ust..

n hari khamis,family aku buat kenduri doa selamat utk adik aku yg nk g mesir ngan adik2 aku yg lain yg nk exam PMR n SPM..Mak Ngah Yah n anak2 nye yg dari Perak pon balik.Dh lame x jmpa sepupu aku, Kak Nurul,Kak Farah n Abg Vick..Abg Vick la yg dh lame aku x jmpa..nme dlm ic Fadhli tp dari kecil aku mmg panggi dia Abg Vick..x tau npe..dia tua setahun dari aku n kitorang mmg best friend giler2 mse kecik dulu...g mne2 msti sme..g sekolah pon sme2..pstu darjah 5 dia pndh Perak n lps tu aku dh x rapat ngan dia..msing2 dh besar kan..segan la..tp jmpa dia raya ni dh ok balik..dh ley smbang2 byk..klau dulu,dia tnye sepatah,aku jwb sepatah..sme la ngan dia..haha..hari tu siap bwk makwe dia lgi kenalkan kt kitorang..advance sungguh abg sepupu aku sorang ni..

itulah story aku mse raya thn ni..off the topic..mse utk tgk2 assigmnt..adios amigos...

anneoyongsaiyo~

8 hours from now and i will depart to my home town..really cant wait..i've been the last person leave this house..and it's really hurting and boring..dunno what to do..i just sitting on the bed and download movies all the time..arghh!!!but thinking that tomorrow i will be in my house again,meet my family..those things really lift up my spirit...

after tis raya,my sister will fly to Mesir..pursuing her study in medical field at Al-Mansouroh University(something like that..) and i dont know what will i do..i wish that she not go..but i know,it can't be happened..she have to go and me as a sister,really worried a lot..of coz i hv to worry..she just be by herself there and i hope she can live well..now i kind of understand what my mother feel when i got the offer letter to further my study..she just said that its up to me to make the decision..in fact,im the one who will be there,facing all the reality one..therefore,she wouldn't stop me and also not encourage me to go there..and it goes same with my sister..my mother also told the same thing to her..but i know half of her wish,she hope that we don't go..and that's it..

i don't go there..i think i can't bear to leave my family yet at that time..since i'm the eldest sister,i really think i can't leave my sisters and my brother that still need my accompany..and i never regret to make such a hard decision..i strongly believe that i make a good decision.. i can't imagine myself celebrating the fasting month and Raya far away from my family..

but it different with my sister..she make a decision to go and by 19 sept,she will fly there..really soon..ahh..so sad but i can't say anything..wonder how the scene at airport..the most is will i cry??judging from my experience, be a stone heart person,its hard to me to cry even i feel extremely sad..my tears just dont want to out if there is people around..but tis is my sister..and if i cry,i think i already change myself a lot..